should be happpy

The Xi time of the mat resumes, my sight to going, nods towards me littly after mourning in silence for two seconds. 
"Miss Jane, a gentleman whose surname is Ye looks for you outside. " The servant knocks at the door. 
The leaf? Ye Lin! 
The heart of instant is amazed by! The agreement of yesterday, I forgot thoroughly unexpectedly! 
Run downstairs, villa front door, leaf Lin stand in there, absorbed expression in one’s eyes penetrate morning thin fog afford to there are no speeches. 
"Ye Lin   "Walk close to him slowly, why is the heart perturbed and indefinite? Apologetic, perhaps   The corner of the mouth plunders pointless smiling, but fulminate and break by the unexpected one, whole body is stiff. 
"Don’t speak with me! " The ones that are close to hysteria are raving, but belong to and sink the depression held back in a moment again, "now at least, I do not want to hear you speak. " 
Attempt opening no longer, stand, aside, wait for him. 
For a good while, leaf Lin open one’s mouth, tone be astringent unusually, " Jane fits Jie   "
"Jane fits Jie, do you also want me? " Close to in the sound that is sought for. 
It has fully had five seconds that I have stayed cool. Know to leaf very well already by Lin capricious overcast fine indefinite individual character, historical data what yet let me make no adequate defense a bit such. 
"You   "
While staying distractedly, leaf Lin has already stretched out one’s hand and drawn me into chest, it is soft just like that and meticulously, "also want me? " 
Have not I struggled, " leaf Lin? " 
"Can’t put. " Leaf Lin light to lean neck to enter me against in labour contractor, " if I set free and then? Then, what is to be done? " 
His words, I see, would not pretend not to understand too, " leaf Lin, how do you want me to do? " 
Feel he is stiff, " you   "Lift the head and look at me, sight is bright. 
"Ye Lin. " That slightly shows the precise and refined cheek to stretch out one’s hand and dab having, " you hope I come back to your side, right? But leaf Lin, you know we can not get back to over again, you have not already been leaf Lin that that meeting hid the windscreen rain for me that year, I am no longer the timid and incompetent one of before too Jie is fitted simply, then, no matter what I do, you hope what I have done, that has been already not meaningful. " 
His brow begins to be wrinkled deeply, " you - -What does it mean? " Dark mute voice it sounds as if, tremble a little unexpectedly. 
"Ye Lin, unlock me. " If I pun on a word, I am and light to push away, leave one light pieces of distance him, " have, Miss Yang comes to look for you. " Yang YaLi crossing opposite to shoulder and road of leaf Lin in the sight meets, " she loves you. At least, love you more than I. " 
Turn round slowly to at sight of leaf Lin, that in the eyes,agony and   Hate purpose? 
Gradually, the hands of leaf Lin have been relaxed, then, unlock   
"Fit Jane by Jie, unless yes, than ruthless,who can than cross by you! " Leaf Lin exert oneself, push me open, close to deathly still sound murmur " I can come on, let you and then mutter, will not come to pester you again either. So, now, you leave. " 
My dull looking at him, turn round slowly finally, walk to the gate of the villa, no longer turn round, force oneself not to take notice of that in his eyes to wipe purpose of hating either! Four limbs are numb, whole body is ice-cold, every cell clearly feels that is shivering oneself. Really, have finished? This time, have really finished, has finished one’s own selfish idea, has finished one’s own reading greedily too, the clear one knows that will not down once again. So at this moment, cold-blooded and merciless simple Ann Jie is known   Shed tears. Shed tears, that is remote remembering much. 
Whether however, should be happpy, this time I have remembered at least how oneself turned round to leave.   

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